When fat things happen to good people

Good lord. This is me December 16th at my work's Christmas party. That poor man sitting next to me is my husband. Through this pregnancy I have gained almost 50lbs, and every bit of it shows in this picture. Wow. It is still shocking to see my new self in pictures. When I picture myself in my mind I am at most 22 years old, and have a very decent shape. The reality kicks my butt everytime.